The Journey started, one life ends and another one begins.

There are no grantees in life, but we all hope that our situation somehow may turn out different from all the others. I am a 55 year old female of African, Irish, First Nation People, Spanish and lord knows what else descent. Living in a nation where the construct was not designed for me to succeed. In the skin that I am in this time, struggle comes much easier than success.  Never thought much about writing or drawing, until I was traumatized during my divorce. I won't share all of the intimate details of the divorce as it a healed matter now. However, I will share what I journaled . I will mention that,  because it describes the consciousness of a troubled soul at that time. If it had not been for the  Unconditional Love of  Great Spirit and  the love of my mother and children,  I would not have  made it thus far. The most amazing discovery to me,  was that I was being delivered by the Divine Essence,  that others were condemning me with. Hopefully, these writings will give my generations and idea of who their ancestor was. May this ordinary  experience enrich future exploration of the human condition Knowing that joy is a simplicity, nature has constantly treated me to pleasure.  Watching the  energy field around a hawk as it flys, the smell of sweet forget me not roses along the walking trial, or just the rhythmic silence of Universe as the atoms of existence create, bring forth a joy and peace that is undeniable divine to me.  I am not being so bold as to attempt to delve into literary circles.  I am just being  obedient, for once . As my meditations have related to me, we journey from existence to existence and we meet each other over and over again. See you again someday; I am sure of it.